Honestly, these are random thoughts. Just letting my mind work, spilling it out here.I don't know where this would end but hopefully you'll get something out of it.

I've been thinking of writing something about how things went lately. And I'm glad that all I could just say is "Thank you Lord for blessing me so much more than I prayed for!"  This just means I must have pleased him dearly.

Done reading A Walk to Remember by the way and though it's pure fiction, it made me realize, hindi naman pala mahirap magpakabait. I turned out to be one of God's miracle. My friends even told me ang creepy ko na.. Am I? 

Since I turned about-face 180 degrees, yeah I eventually did, I never really thought I'd be able to do so. But miraculously I did. And when I did, I've never been so happy in my life. BEING IN LOVE WITH CHRIST IS THE BEST FEELING IN THE WORLD EVER. His promises never fails. Right now, everythings just falling into its place. Slowly He is fixing my messed up life.  He's even adding colors to it. Minsan nga lang sa sobrang dami ng colors eh nakakaduling and confusing na. But when you had your grip on someone UNBREAKABLE, UNKABOGABLE you'll never get lost.

Overwhelming. Yan ang feeling ko these past months. People are showering me with so much love that makes me speechless every once in a while. I even wondered what I did to deserve these people. They are making me so special sometimes my brain can't contain the WHY and my heart can't contain the HAPPINESS. But then, one day I stopped wondering and started praying and thanking God for these people. 

I am not your Little Miss Saint. Sometimes people think na I'm not gonna make mistakes anymore. But I still do. Though not intentionally, but I still do. Temptations are anywhere. The only thing I am happy about is that every mistakes I never intended to do is an opportunity to experience how great God's mercy is to forgive us no matter what we did. When he said "deny yourself and take up your cross" He didn't mean that you have to so it alone. Cause when you do, you'll never be able to say goodbye to the world. So I say, everyday I will take up my cross but God will be there to carry it with me, so that i'd be able to live sinless as possible. Though it's kinda impossible.

OO alam ko. Creepy. I don't mind. I just wanna tell everyone how happy I am. And He is the reason why.

I ran out of random thoughts. blaagggg!!!!!!!

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Romans 8:31-39

New International Version (NIV)

More Than Conquerors

 31 What, then, shall we say in response to these things? If God is for us, who can be against us? 32 He who did not spare his own Son, but gave him up for us all—how will he not also, along with him, graciously give us all things? 33 Who will bring any charge against those whom God has chosen? It is God who justifies. 34 Who then is the one who condemns? No one. Christ Jesus who died—more than that, who was raised to life—is at the right hand of God and is also interceding for us. 35 Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall trouble or hardship or persecution or famine or nakedness or danger or sword?36 As it is written:

   “For your sake we face death all day long; 

   we are considered as sheep to be slaughtered.”[a]

 37 No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. 38 For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons,[b] neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, 39 neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.

GOD IS LOVE