Love is Waiting.
When it's time to walk that way we wanna walk it well.
For once, I wanna pour my heart out.
It's one of the nicest feeling in the world when someone makes you feel special. When someone makes you feel you're his entire universe. When someone do everything just to make you smile.
-walking in the rain.
-brushing my hair out of my face.
-watching me sleep.
-telling the world how much he adores me
-and telling the world the best things about me.
-randomly bringing me flowers and breakfast.
-taking me to my favorite places.
-and taking me to his mom's grave.
-picking me up from anywhere I went.
-staring at me like I am the only one he sees.
-consistently waking me up every morning like my human alarm clock.
-surprising me EVERYDAY.
-embracing my faith.
This was just once a dream.
I am not insensitive. I feel it.
That I am loved. I am SO MUCH loved.
People around us thinks we're cute and we're perfect.
People around us wants us to be together.
And people around me wants him to be my future.
Yes he was extra ordinary. From all those I was with, he was superman.
Yes he added colors to my world. Colorful as it may seem already before he arrived, he added brilliant colors to it.
NO COMPROMISE. NO PRESSURE.
What we're supposed to have was friendship and courtship. But we got so close.
Wrong start.
AND I'M NOT READY YET. I HAVE MY PRIORITIES. HAVING A RELATIONSHIP IS NOT ON THE LIST.
HE KNEW THAT FROM THE START.
We said we'll find it out together if we're meant for each other
He said he'll wait....
yet he got tired of waiting.
He's asking for an assurance... and I can't give him that.
Tom: Look, we don't have to put a label on it. That's fine. I get it. But, you know, I just... I need some consistency.
Summer: I know.
Tom: I need to know that you're not gonna wake up in the morning and feel differently.
Summer: And I can't give you that. Nobody can.
Summer: I know.
Tom: I need to know that you're not gonna wake up in the morning and feel differently.
Summer: And I can't give you that. Nobody can.
-500 Days of Summer.
Yes.. Nobody can. We should never ask for our future... If we truly, completely trust God and let Him drive the wheel of our lives, we don't ask for an assurance to someone... cause God already gave you that assurance, that He will not harm You, and He will give you the desires of your heart.
I just trust HIM completely that I'm not gonna predict my future.
AND I CAN'T COMPROMISE. I'M SORRY.
Letting go of these things is not easy.
That nice feeling, i miss it.
But just like what I always say... GOD has His own reasons for everything.
Love is not SELF-SEEKING.
Love is waiting.
And Love perseveres.
So...
This is bound to happen.
This is what's meant to be.
And I'm letting this go with a joyful heart, cause the pain was all in God's hand now.
To you,
Thank you for everything and everything. No words can ever express how thankful I am to you.
I wish I could give you what you want. But you know I can't.
Now this is the best thing I can do for you.. to pray for God to heal your heart, for Him to never let go of you, to guide you and to protect you... for Him to give you what your heart's desires, for Him to give you the other piece of your puzzle...the girl who's perfect just for you.
Continue walking with God. Seek Him first wholeheartedly...and everything else will follow.
I thank God for YOU.
This is who you are to me,
a special friend... who would be in my heart always.
Honestly, I'll miss you.
Shine.
1 Thessalonians 5:18
New International Version (NIV)
18 give thanks in all circumstances; for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus.
To my Father God, my provider, my comforter, my REASON FOR EVERYTHING.
Thank you for every circumstances. Thank you for every hellos and goodbyes.
Thank you for blessing me with overwhelming love.
Thank you for writing me my love story.
Thank you for my other piece of puzzle out there, who's waiting for me.
Thank you for preparing my future husband.
Thank you for those happy moments.
Thank you for bearing my pain and carrying my cross with me.
Thank you for the gift of LOVE AND FRIENDSHIP.
Thank you FOR NOT LETTING ME GO.
Thank you God for everything.
NOW I SAY TO ALL OF YOU,
I AM ENDING 2011... IN LOVE!!
And you all know to whom... =))))
4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
8 Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away.
1 Corinthians 13:4-8
New International Version (NIV)
4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
8 Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away.
To God be ALL THE GLORY.
P.S.. I really don't wanna talk about this. But I guess he deserves this.
3 comments
like what i've said in one of my comment.. .hehe...
ReplyDeleteEverything that's worth loving is worth waiting..
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ReplyDeleteI guess I'm not worth loving sir! Haha. Joke lang.. =)
ReplyDeletedehhh.. God sometimes gives you what you want in a hard way.. hehe =)))
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