Savior, please take my hand

I work so hard, I live so fast

This life begins, and then it ends

And I do the best that I can, but I don't know how long I'll last

-sadly, these were just words in vain. Twas never true. TWAS NEVER TRUE.

Letting my fingers type. 

And I don't even know why I had that title.

Hey it's Thursday!

Another set... I hope you'll never get tired of my random thoughts.

Well, I had a nice conversation with someone I once held dear in my life. I let it all out for one last time. Giving out the best I could and also got the best result... inner peace and happiness. Things didn't turned out to be what we expected and that's what hurt us both the most but the best thing we could do was being honest with each other and deciding to let God have His way on both of our lives. Things we're clearer. At least not one of us have to pretend each time we see each other. There's always a reason why people shows up in your life.. and there's always a reason why they leave. Every person you meet will always have a purpose in you. No matter how big or how small the impact was... the fact was YOU MET AND YOU COLLIDED.

Having a relationship had always been my weakness. Getting used to i-love-yous everyday, goodmorning-and-goodnight texts, holding hands, letting go and moving on... So people asks, A YEAR BEING SINGLE? WHY? I vowed to God to be single for a year. But aside from that fact, I have another reason  I am not waiting for a boyfriend, but I am waiting for a husband. I want this next relationship to be my last. So I wanted more time to get to know those who are trying to get close. Honestly, I wanna get married at 27. I wanna have a three-year-old Lucas at 30. So seriously, I am getting serious. Haha! But of course, in the end, LET THY WILL BE DONE. I am just hoping that HIS plans and my future dreams will COLLIDE.

The praises start

Love You so much, Jesus

Love You so much

Currently listening to Love You So Much - Hillsong while doing this. Glad I am able to be faithful on my daily devotion. Everyday is a happy day. I am so thankful with the heart that desires more of Him. Thankful of the peace, happiness and contentment. God had done amazing things to me. I am forever grateful that we COLLIDED. 

Again and again and again, I say... In everything, God has a purpose. So whether it breaks your heart, be still. Life on earth is a test. God wants us to trust Him completely and walk on the water. He wants us to be faithful and dependent on Him. And if we pass the test, we will be rewarded not just on earth but also in heaven. To my sister, who'd been dealing with difficulties lately, dearest, remember, He will never leave you. BE STILL AND KNOW THAT HE IS GOD. Don't stop calling His name till you COLLIDE.

Out of the doubt that fills my mind

I somehow find

You and I collide

I really don't know why I ended up having this song on the blog. I tried to look for the meaning and it amazed me how they define the song so perfect at this moment of my life. 

"I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again"

This second stanza of the first verse relates that the narrator sees himself as a follower, and the girl as a leader. She is strong and has set ways of doing things ("closed") and makes a path where she goes that he is "open" to just following.
The last two lines of the stanza are a response to his realization that she's actually looking at him the same way he's looking at her. SHE'S the strong brilliant one, SHE'S got it all together. If she sees me as something great, that can't be good for her. He's losing his illusion; he liked just observing her from afar and having this warped sense of who she is--no one can be completely strong all the time, but that's what he enjoyed believing about her.

"Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find, you and I collide"

The first chorus shows that the narrator is coming to terms with the fact that the girl he admires might have weaknesses ("Even the best fall down sometimes") and he actually seems to be realizing that things could still be okay between them. He is toying with the notion that even the most unlikely matches can work ("Even the wrong words seem to rhyme"), so maybe a strong girl really could love a weak boy.

PURE HEART. DYNAMIC LOVE. I SOMEHOW FIND... YOU AND I COLLIDE. =)))

Josephine "Yeng" Constantino, is a singer and host. She won as "Grand Star Dreamer" of Pinoy Dream Academy, the Philippine edition of Endemol's reality TV show  Star Academy. She is also "Rock Princess" of the  Philippines.

After winning as the Grand Star Dreamer, Star Records launched Yeng's debut album entitled "Salamat", containing 10 songs, in which 7 of it were Yeng's original compositions. Her album reached its "Gold Record" two weeks after its release and then later took its "Platinum Record" after a month, followed by "3x Platinum Record" after several month of its release...

When Star Records saw the great achievement of the preppy-rocker, they produced her 

sophomore album after the multi-platinum success of her debut album. On February 28, 2008, her second album "Journey" was launched. The carrier single of the said album is "Ikaw Lang Talaga". The album contains 12 tracks, some of which were written by Yeng herself, The album reached Gold after several months.

LAPIT, her third studio Album which she currently promotes contains the catchy single "Jeepney Lovestory"- the music video of which was produced by Yeng herself. The said music video features cameo appearance of PBB Teen Clash Big 6 Ivan Dorschner and Ultimate Heartthrob, Piolo Pacual.

SPREADING GOD'S LOVE THROUGH MUSIC.

and...

Yeng is inviting you on a date. SINGLE KA BA? OKAY LANG MAGING SINGLE!!!! =)))

Wish I could go.. =( A Dabawenya Dilemma.