Throwback post!
I am in the office right now and we receive minimal calls. Usually I'd go blog hunting for blogs I'd like to follow. But this time, I checked my instagram account and watched old videos of Lucas. I suddenly miss him.
When I got this job I was really happy and contented, especially that the environment is so cool, I get to dress up and I am compensated well. I don't get enough sleep though. But compared to other jobs I got, this is the best so far. The only hard part of having this job is my limited time with my son. I don't get to sleep beside him on weekdays, and when I get home from work, I only have few hours to spend with him since I need to rest and prepare for another shift. I can be selfless of course, but I don't wanna compromise the job. My performance incentive and my perfect attendance incentive are additional funds to get everything my Lucas needs and wants.
I always have been proud when I became a mother. Being one changed me a lot. And being one makes me the happiest person in the world not just because of the experience but because Lucas is such a wonderful kid. He's smart. And it's really a bliss especially when you get to watch how he learns things. He observes a lot and now I am amazed of how he learns what the item is for. When he bumps to the TV remote, he points the remote at the TV. When he gets the comb, he combs his hair, he puts the earphone to his ears and even dance without music, he says hello to a cellphone he puts in his ear. Every milestone is a view you can't exchange for anything else in the world!
I am so proud of being a mother but I am more than proud of being Lucas' Mom!
Here are the throwback pictures I gathered from my instagram.
His First Picture
His First Dip
Just cuteness overload!
His laughing moment documented.
Selfie with the cutie at 4 months.
Another selfie at 12th month
First meal
Just another selfie
A sunday OOTD
Sleeping positions
Lucas standing on his own
Monopod Family Selfie
Precious moment
His dedication pictorial BTS.
Happy in his pool
Got tired playing around.
OOTD
I also want that Papa
First haircut
First birthday.
Seeing these photos keeps me going through my stressful day at work.
Thanks for being a part of my journey as a mother. Any advises will be really much appreciated. I am a first time mom and I need those a lot!
Kisses!